BottleButea

  “In the next life I hope I am poor. Ya, no parents, no relatives, no friends, oh how wonderful! I would starve, yes… YES, and every time I eat it would be me who feeds myself. It would be my own sweat that earns me my rice. Oh, the things I would do. I would steal to feed myself, oh yes, how lucky it must be to not care what others think of you. What does it matter if I get caught, I will do it again and again, again and again, again and again, until that's all that is expected of me... But what pleasure is there in that, no I will work. Not all the time, but sometimes it is easier to work. And by doing that I will repent for my crimes, yeah. What would I do with the money? Sex. I would buy prostitutes. Dru— no no let's not, it's freedom I will enjoy, I shouldn’t let myself be swayed so soon. Maybe when I shalt die—” “ Choro , the dinner is getting cold.” (* Choro -> Nepali word for son ) The thoughts were cut short. He washed his hands and sat at the dining table. He ...

When you find a girl pretty and she starts talking to you, what do you feel? Well I know what I felt… Scared. What am i afraid of? Perhaps the prospect of a relationship itself ? If you have gone 20+ years without one you should excuse me for being afraid of the new, for the fear of the unknown is perhaps one that has prevailed throughout human kind’s history. Why I am so good? But you should not be mistaken, a girl showing interest in me… that’s not new. Consider me boasting and at the cost of you guys possibly not reading further, but I have been confessed to by girls. 10 on top of my head. In fact, I must tell you that the girlfriends of my two closest friends in school liked me first. Only after I showed my disinterest in the idea of a relationship did they venture out for them. A WILD thing to say, I know but it has been confirmed by the girls themselves and you would be damn wrong if you thought I wouldn’t be boasting about this for the rest of my life. Additionally, In all hones...